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I want to be the one you always want to see. The one you always want to be with. I want to be the one you always come for help. I wanna be the one you always ask for advice. I want to be that person you can trust and tell me anything. I just want to be the one in your life and mean something to you. I wana be yours again.
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Im finding it less funny when you have her text me. If your gonna be with her atleast warn me so i dont text you… Unless its really you telling me you love me then to go kill myself…
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1.the way you smell
2.how you light up the whole room when you smile
3.when you kiss me and the whole world disappears and everything is perfect
4.that you tell me secrets that your friends don’t even know
5.how you can get me out of a bad mood
6. how you still get shy about things
7.the look in your eyes before you kiss me
8. how you hold me when I’m scared
9. how you tell me everything get better
10. that just thinking about you makes me smile
11. how I can trust you with my life
12. how you needed me
13. how you can always make a bad day good
14. the way your arms feel around me
15. how you haven’t given up on me at my bad times
16. that you always tell me I look beautiful when i dont
17. the way I feel safe when I’m with you
18. that I could just lie with you forever
19. how you always know how to make me smile
20.that overtime I look at you I love you more
21. how you’re always just adorably cute
22.that you make me feel like the most special girl in the world
23.that you can have any girl that you want but you still choose me
24.that we miss each other even though we saw each other yesterday
25.how you’ll always be there for me to talk to
26.how you can always make my troubles go away with ‘I love you’
27. that you comfort me when I cry for no reason on the phone
28.that we argue about who loves who most
29.how you are yourself around everyone and wouldn’t change yourself for anyone
30.the sounds we make together
31. when you talk to me about stupid things
32.our late nights
33.that you mean more to me than anything else in the world
34.how you always have the right thing to say to me
35.that you’d stand up for me in an argument, whether I was right or wrong
36.how you respect my feelings
37.how you don’t take crap from anyone, except me… lol
38.the way you laugh when Im being dumb
39.how you laugh in general
40. when you give me a massage
41. how you always know when something is wrong
42.that you always try and grab my feet
43.your cute face when your trying to match mine
44.how you’ve supported and made me remember who I really am, not who other people want me to be
45.how you forgive me straight away when I do something that makes you angry
46.how I’m not afraid to be myself when I’m with you…alone
47.your gorgeous eyes
48.how you let me blow up your phone
49.when you sleep with me on skype
50.when you explain things to me when I get confused
51. when we lie together, we fit perfectly
52.how you say ‘I love you baby girl’
53.when you kiss my cheeks
54.how you treat me like no one else has treated me, like a actually matter
55.that you still love me even though you’ve seen me looking terrible
56.how we stay up too late talking about our future
57.when we talk on the phone for hours even though it only feels like 10 mins
58.how you talk to my face,
59.when you put me first
60.how you cope with my stresses
61. when you cancel your plans to just call me
62.how you listen to my opinions and don’t ignore me
63.how you love me just the way I am
64.you always give me something to keep
65.how you give me the choice of what we should do
66.when we wrestle
67.when you let me beat you when we wrestle
68.your sex face
69.when you cry i know you care
70.it when you buy me things (secretly)
71. how you make an effort with my friends
72. the good night text
73.when you hold me tight
74.when u hold me when i jump in your arms
75.it that you can’t stay in a mood with me for too long
76.when you hold my hand
77. when you embarrass me
78.when you stare into my eyes for ages
79. when I kiss you over and over
80. When we lay under that stars
81. when we play
82.when we watch nemo
83.when you play our songs
84.when you ask about my day
85.biting your lip
86.when you make fun of me over my hate of fish
87.piggy back rides
88.being in school with you
89.the memories
90.your letter in my dresser
91. your texts
92.your annoying behaiour
93.when you tell me to come there a million times
94.our love
95.our plans
96.the times when we’ve both been so low but some how you managed to make me smile
97. when you walk to me and give me that cheeky smile
98.how we just can’t leave each other
99. we keep eachother from bad
100. I miss everything paden
Why did you leave for good paden? -
I was ready to say sorry, do anything to make you forgive me. I was ready to do anything my heart could do to make you fall for me again. I was ready to be yours again. You slapped me in the face last night. The only way i got you was to have you come back to get your things you gave me. I stood outside screaming at myself. With my razor in my pocket the whole time.just one grab away. She came with you. But when you walked up to me i dont know what happend. And thats the truth. I cant rememer a detail. Just remember hugging you. You were like on silence but becca said you said alot and i kept myself from screaming. The only confort i had was in my pocke and i remember holding onto my sister so hard when you left you telling myself i hated myself. Ha i sat outside till 2am by myself thinking you would come back.. You didnt. I didnt get ur text till i went back outside and got my ipod shatterd from throwin it across the drive way. Who cares tho right? Your not comeing back. I feel it. And im sorry. Im sorry for eerything i have done to you. Sorry i didnt get my stuff figued out fast. Have a good life paden. Ill always love you.
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I only smile for you paden, dont go away
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What should i do if you dont talk to me paden? How do i even function right? Even when we broke up you were still here. Now your fucking gone. What do i do with that? Well handle it, better way to put it. You dont answer my texts,calls anything. You dont want me. I love you still. Why dont you love me. I know i fucked up but you did too. We both fucked up. Dont you see we can work again? We did befor. Oh so fucking well we did and you know it. I know you miss me. I wasnt that bad for you to forget about me..
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Your still my baby girl …
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(via baitcar-xo)
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I still love you

