1. I want to be the one you always want to see. The one you always want to be with. I want to be the one you always come for help. I wanna be the one you always ask for advice. I want to be that person you can trust and tell me anything. I just want to be the one in your life and mean something to you. I wana be yours again.

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  2. Im finding it less funny when you have her text me. If your gonna be with her atleast warn me so i dont text you… Unless its really you telling me you love me then to go kill myself…

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  3. 1.the way you smell
    2.how you light up the whole room when you smile
    3.when you kiss me and the whole world disappears and everything is perfect
    4.that you tell me secrets that your friends don’t even know
    5.how you can get me out of a bad mood
    6. how you still get shy about things
    7.the look in your eyes before you kiss me
    8. how you hold me when I’m scared
    9. how you tell me everything get better
    10. that just thinking about you makes me smile
    11. how I can trust you with my life
    12. how you needed me
    13. how you can always make a bad day good
    14. the way your arms feel around me
    15. how you haven’t given up on me at my bad times
    16. that you always tell me I look beautiful when i dont
    17. the way I feel safe when I’m with you
    18. that I could just lie with you forever
    19. how you always know how to make me smile
    20.that overtime I look at you I love you more
    21. how you’re always just adorably cute
    22.that you make me feel like the most special girl in the world
    23.that you can have any girl that you want but you still choose me
    24.that we miss each other even though we saw each other yesterday
    25.how you’ll always be there for me to talk to
    26.how you can always make my troubles go away with ‘I love you’
    27. that you comfort me when I cry for no reason on the phone
    28.that we argue about who loves who most
    29.how you are yourself around everyone and wouldn’t change yourself for anyone
    30.the sounds we make together
    31. when you talk to me about stupid things
    32.our late nights
    33.that you mean more to me than anything else in the world
    34.how you always have the right thing to say to me
    35.that you’d stand up for me in an argument, whether I was right or wrong
    36.how you respect my feelings
    37.how you don’t take crap from anyone, except me… lol
    38.the way you laugh when Im being dumb
    39.how you laugh in general
    40. when you give me a massage
    41. how you always know when something is wrong
    42.that you always try and grab my feet
    43.your cute face when your trying to match mine
    44.how you’ve supported and made me remember who I really am, not who other people want me to be
    45.how you forgive me straight away when I do something that makes you angry
    46.how I’m not afraid to be myself when I’m with you…alone
    47.your gorgeous eyes
    48.how you let me blow up your phone
    49.when you sleep with me on skype
    50.when you explain things to me when I get confused
    51. when we lie together, we fit perfectly
    52.how you say ‘I love you baby girl’
    53.when you kiss my cheeks
    54.how you treat me like no one else has treated me, like a actually matter
    55.that you still love me even though you’ve seen me looking terrible
    56.how we stay up too late talking about our future
    57.when we talk on the phone for hours even though it only feels like 10 mins
    58.how you talk to my face,
    59.when you put me first
    60.how you cope with my stresses
    61. when you cancel your plans to just call me
    62.how you listen to my opinions and don’t ignore me
    63.how you love me just the way I am
    64.you always give me something to keep
    65.how you give me the choice of what we should do
    66.when we wrestle
    67.when you let me beat you when we wrestle
    68.your sex face
    69.when you cry i know you care
    70.it when you buy me things (secretly)
    71. how you make an effort with my friends
    72. the good night text
    73.when you hold me tight
    74.when u hold me when i jump in your arms
    75.it that you can’t stay in a mood with me for too long
    76.when you hold my hand
    77. when you embarrass me
    78.when you stare into my eyes for ages
    79. when I kiss you over and over
    80. When we lay under that stars
    81. when we play
    82.when we watch nemo
    83.when you play our songs
    84.when you ask about my day
    85.biting your lip
    86.when you make fun of me over my hate of fish
    87.piggy back rides
    88.being in school with you
    89.the memories
    90.your letter in my dresser
    91. your texts
    92.your annoying behaiour
    93.when you tell me to come there a million times
    94.our love
    95.our plans
    96.the times when we’ve both been so low but some how you managed to make me smile
    97. when you walk to me and give me that cheeky smile
    98.how we just can’t leave each other
    99. we keep eachother from bad
    100. I miss everything paden
    Why did you leave for good paden?

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  4. I was ready to say sorry, do anything to make you forgive me. I was ready to do anything my heart could do to make you fall for me again. I was ready to be yours again. You slapped me in the face last night. The only way i got you was to have you come back to get your things you gave me. I stood outside screaming at myself. With my razor in my pocket the whole time.just one grab away. She came with you. But when you walked up to me i dont know what happend. And thats the truth. I cant rememer a detail. Just remember hugging you. You were like on silence but becca said you said alot and i kept myself from screaming. The only confort i had was in my pocke and i remember holding onto my sister so hard when you left you telling myself i hated myself. Ha i sat outside till 2am by myself thinking you would come back.. You didnt. I didnt get ur text till i went back outside and got my ipod shatterd from throwin it across the drive way. Who cares tho right? Your not comeing back. I feel it. And im sorry. Im sorry for eerything i have done to you. Sorry i didnt get my stuff figued out fast. Have a good life paden. Ill always love you.

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  5. I only smile for you paden, dont go away

    I only smile for you paden, dont go away

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  6. What should i do if you dont talk to me paden? How do i even function right? Even when we broke up you were still here. Now your fucking gone. What do i do with that? Well handle it, better way to put it. You dont answer my texts,calls anything. You dont want me. I love you still. Why dont you love me. I know i fucked up but you did too. We both fucked up. Dont you see we can work again? We did befor. Oh so fucking well we did and you know it. I know you miss me. I wasnt that bad for you to forget about me..

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  7. Your still my baby girl …

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  10. I still love you

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